lovely 131th

83th to 131th...many happenings good and bad...
neh neh had went to another place..
a place that I can never see, hear and feel her again...
I AM GOING TO MISS HER BADLY...
it then make me realise - to treasure before its gone....

tried calling baby in the morning...
misses him the moment i woke up from my coldcot...
wanting to hear his ever-charming voice the moment i open the eye...

dunno wats wrong with me...
tried calling and its switch off...
with that unease feeling deep inside...
that not so comfortable feel that makes mi feel something is going to happen today...

both pumpkin and donut have been having tension over mini minor trivialling arguements...
was it cos when someone matter and mean something....u tends to oversee and over-read??
time read: 10.50am and its so unusual for him to not be in office...

Did he send papa to airport...
Did he oversleep...
Did he leave his phone at home - at that no reception corner...
Is his phone spoilt til it cant switch on...

so many did, is and if....
just have that bad feel inside...

yeppie...finally he called...
able to hear that everlasting charm..just added extra smile to the lil chicky face...
i do hope this charmer will bring on smile to my everyday....